Tomorrow I begin treatment again at my local Community Eating Disorder services after over a year fending for myself. This is not my first rodeo. In fact this will be my sixth attempt with services and I dare not count how many types of treatment. Like I said the treatment was good, I found it helped me a lot with perspective, interpersonal relationships and a lot.

Thursday, November 5, 2015. Recovery right now is steady because people I love deserve a recovered me not because I want recovery. I long for the sweet arms of addiction. She beckons to me like a siren promising that one night would satisfy my lust. I just want the outside pain to match the inside pain. Thursday, April 23, 2015. Yes, I had .

An uncensored timeline of my ongoing struggle with bulimia and acceptance of my sexual identity. along with a coffee addiction. The labyrinth of my mind. My problems hide in numbers. Have your cake and eat it. This content is password protected. Bigger things, well not really, just taking care of myself, which is actually big, I guess.

Rewriting the heart and letting go. I hope your day has been good to you. It tries to find a way back in. I hope you day has been kind to you.

With a background in marketing and advertising, I was a freelance copywriter for twelve years until around 2004 when circumstances changed.

Sorting through the pieces of my eating disorder. And tagged adult eating disorder.

Positive Creations from the last two weeks. Published October 24, 2014. Published October 23, 2014. Eating disorder not otherwise specified. Refeeding, Working, and Growing. Published October 19, 2014. Eating disorder not otherwise specified.